He thought of the incomprehensible sequence of changes and chances that make up a life, all the beauties and horrors and absurdities whose conjunctions create the uninterpretable and yet divinely significant pattern of human destiny. (Note 1)

As did Robert MacPhail in Aldous Huxley's novel Island, I began to ponder the fabric of my life while working on this web site. It dawned on me that the tapestry of my experience was reflected in the content of the pages. One question came to mind with increasing frequency as I created page after page: "Where did that come from?"

This memoir evolved out of curiosity about that question. In answer, I discovered a divine pattern woven in the fabric my existence. The more deeply I plumbed its meaning, the more I found every moment had been pregnant with meaning. However having lost my connection with The Intuitive Self, I was not attuned to those moments. These threads are my reflections on the recovery of that sense of knowing available at the core of every being who is "present to the presence."

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